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Francesca Bossert's avatar

Great poem, Lisa. I’m with you, I know… I’m struggling a little at the moment, but my meds stop me from falling too far down. Like you I long to walk for miles, to do advanced , fun pilates moves like I used to, ride my horse. Writing poetry is so therapeutic ❤️ take care ❤️

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Yes, thank god for pills!! Thank you, take care 💜

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Audhdpainter's avatar

Great post, really feel this. So much harder to get rid of the dog when you can't walk it. At home with ME here too

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Indeed! Thank you 😊

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LeeAnn Pickrell's avatar

This is so powerful, Lisa. I can so relate as I carry depression with me too and know the relief when it lifts for a while, sometimes for longer than just awhile, though it always circles back.

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Thank you, I am sorry that it resonates for you too

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Carole Roseland's avatar

I’m sorry about the black mutt. Maybe you can trade him someday for a golden 🙂. I know he’s visited me several times when he’s gotten loose, but I stopped giving him treats, and he hasn’t come back (yet). He’s very needy and doesn’t want you to have a good time unless he’s there.

I hope you will do more writing and painting—it’s really good for the soul. Meds are OK, but friends and therapy are much better healers. We’re heading into the dark season, so make sure you get in the light as much as you can. Easy to say, I know, but it does help. I know it’s hard for you to find the energy. Also, make sure your vitamin D levels are good—deficiency also contributes to depression, a cause often overlooked.

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Thanks Carole, I definitely am doing what I can to try and let the black dog go :)

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Beautiful. I refer to my depression as "the pit," but "the black dog" is so powerful, because it does come with us everywhere (even when we think we left it at home). Thank you for sharing this.

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Thanks Margaret, it really does follow us around doesn't it!

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Tamsin 🍂's avatar

Cracking poem. I too am familiar with the one black dog.

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Tamsin 🍂's avatar

Old not one. Lying down typing now and I’m not proficient

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

Lying down and typing is an art I have not yet mastered myself, you are forgiven!! ;)

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Tamsin 🍂's avatar

Gives me arm ache.

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